You know those days where you just want to be alone and sleep and cuddle with your favorite teddy bear yea thats how I am right about now. I honestly don’t know what to do. I messed up big time. But what scares me the most is that you forgive me even though YOU shouldn’t have at all. But your a good person and you forgave me but will you ever forget what I did to you? No I don’t think you will. I wouldn’t blame you at all. If I was in your place I wouldn’t forgive myself either. But all I got to say is that I care about you so damn much and no one will understand how much I care about you. You where someone that I truly cared about and I didn’t want to hurt you but I did. Well I love you. and I hope we will stay friends and see where that goes for us.